Just the way we are!

Good mornin' to all of you out there!

"The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain." :) 

After rainy day in this no-rain-city, nothing better than sunny view through the window from my bed.

I was wondering how do you call music which is playing all around your thoughts when you are thinking about your deep blue see? How do you call the emotions that are constantly increasing each time when you hear the words you wanted to hear all your life? And what is that feeling when you start believing in Mr. Fabulous? Some kind of unexplained chemistry all around your world. 

It's the way you look on those particular things in life; how do you control them and make them feel just the way you want them to be. I believe in quote by Napoleon Hill; straight as it is; "What ever the man kind can conceive and believe, it can achive." Simple and honest, isn't it? Every each of our event in life are happening for some reason we don't know maybe in that moment, but after a while it's perfectly clear. 

Amazing words and big woman; M.M.

I coudn't help but wonder what is that enchantment every time I spend some time with my deep blue see; in which new adventure we are entering. Just the way it is; speechless and memorable. In moment of fearless addiction of wanting something far away from perfection it ends up like becoming all your dreams come true in one specific moment. And at that specific moment you start to realize that you care; you really care. After a lot of years not caring and not thinking about it, I felt that destiny book opened a new page in her schema for me. And I can only say Thank-You. 

It was fresh night after not so hot day as usual, when she walked to reach that unknown car in front of her. Quite relaxed and in good mood she started some conversation that even she cannot explain. Usually, movies and shows are showing meeting someone for the first time disaster; especially if you've never seen  that person before. Part in this case was just vice versa. The night passed so fast and now it's in their thoughts one month ago. Only one question is mistery here. How and why? Only one who knows is He; but nothing to be sorry about. So ...if it's like that no questioning too much. 

In the end you have always been able to really like and you will, but question is when you'll let yourself confess that you are almost there. That inexplicable feeling you cannot control; way of talking or doing things. You cannot feel something you want to feel but when that hits you, you'll know. You will know why are you smilling when nothing is funny and why do you care unconditionally; without asking why? 

It's just the way we are and the way we'll be.

In the end...

Dreaming is believing ;) xx

“Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens.”

Good beautiful morning where ever you are!

I'll tell you a story about deep blue sea which is the most powerful inspiration that I ever had. Unconditionaly, funny, generous, amazing, secret ...

As we were driving in that car I wondered how did that happened. When? Did I actually had time to find myself on a crossroad called knowing-each-other? It's something you don't think about, it is just the way it is. Without any explanations. No time for overthinking; enjoying the moment how it is.

I had a thoughts ...is there anybody who can bring those strange feelings again. Something unknown at the end of the road. Maybe some kind of illicit feeling that nobody ever knows when it comes. I saw a very huge reason to believe that on the other side in this world there is some nice people around us. Someone who can put smile on your face without asking something for return. Someone who isn't afraid to ask, say or answer. Not afraid to do something and not ran away. 

I was thinking again and again how do you explain the feeling you
cannot explain? Is it something you postpone for the near future or is it just one thing you don't wanna talk about? It's always the hardest on the beginning of something, especially if you're so into it. Feeling joy, happines, power ... 
I didn't know in that moment am I really crossing the line of controling my thoughts or making the masterpiece of my life and not saying anything. For the first time; saying something is so difficult. And 'cause of that it's special. Question; -how long?- is on my mind. Yesterday, today and tomorrow I'll just let go. And continue to believe in destiny. 

I never believed in fairy tales and Mr. The-One; I made my own theory about him. Inteligent, with great sense of humor, a man who has a passion and power in his eyes. The one who can say anything he want without surrounding stories. Honestly and directly.  Man who can make me smile anytime, anywhere. That exectly one who can trust me without questioning. I thought about him as someone with whom I can feel safe. Sexy, independent and in the same time good-hearted. My friend and lover. Deep blue, undiscovered sea. 

They say you don't need to know everything in life, just the things you need to be happy. In these waves of irreversible infinite luck; I am trying hard to find things that make me happy. And I like it. Today, even more from yesterday and less than tomorrow. Once, someone whom I'm trying to trust, told me that in life, you have to know your limits. Living your life extremly, with limits. If you are brave enough you can quite completely understand that sentence. 

What do you see when you're looking through the window in your favourite spot in the flat? 

What do you feel when you are standing with Someone-Nice on beautiful place in That-city? 

Is it the picture you cannot erase from your mind and the feeling you wish it won't never stop? 

Sometimes in life when you are not expecting you get the most beautiful and memorable moments. You are just to far from any obstacles. That's the time you see the things you never saw before and for sure hear the things you wanted to hear for a long time. And if you are lucky enough you have someone to share those things with you. With smile and support, always.

It's the strange feeling when you are willing to say anything except the feeling that you really feel. Maybe cause it's something different and you are waiting that right moment. In that moment you will know that you are completely happy; in the top of the world; believing again ...

"Later that day I got thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love you you love, well, that's just fabulous."

"You make me very happy. " Mr. Big

" Yeah, yeah... Put it in writing."  Carrie

xx,E